A.D.A 2: Looking for Glory [Sogekik] [finished]

[CumInTiana01]

"no...i'm good like this" he said while increasing the speed of the ship, you walk closer to Jeniffer's robotic body and unplug her from the computer, then turn her on "system working. analyzing data, memories, conciousness, voice" the robotic form of jeniffer looks around the place and then to you "i think i sleep for an eternity..." she stood up "are we in milenus III yet?"

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I smile at the Visor of the armour, imagining that it was her face "not quite yet, I might not be able to spend much more time with you once we get there, and I'm not quite ready to let you go yet" I tell her, I'd come to grips with what was happening now so it was quite so hard for me to put on a brave face, and right now I was just happy to have more time with her "Julian is flying the ship by the way, and I'm not entirely sure how long we have left till we'll be landing " I tell her

[CumInTiana01]

she hugs you, god, you really miss her face, even if you saw it yesterday for the last time "god...i wish i had refuse that fucking mission"you don't understand what she was talking about and then she sits on the chair "i don't know if you want to hear about that day...but i'm going to tell you anyways...the day you left to go to that fucknig station, the colonel offered me a mission, he said i could refuse if i wanted to, we needed to deliver a convoy to build another camp, but the flufelis was waiting for us...julian did his best to keep control of the convoy but-..." julian gets closer, still naked and sit in front of jeniffer "but those fucking asshole took control of two of our tanks really quick... we were 100.000 and i swear they were just 50.000" Jeniffer look at him and then back to you "if lyndon was a spy, then he wasn't the only one, i guess there is a lot of people that hates your family serra..."

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I sigh "I guess so, though the reason Lyndon gave was 'that he was adopted by a flufelis woman, and they had the best pussies' " I say with a gentle laugh, "still I didn't think my family where that important to the war, where they?" I ask, I didn't really know much of the history of the war, a lot of it had happened when I was too young to remember "also if you want to talk about what they did to you after that, I'll listen.... it's better than you having to keep it bottled up " I tell her

[CumInTiana01]

Julian laugh a little and smile "well, i guess i have to try flufelis one day" jeniffer, looked at oth of you feelingless "it's not that serra, look, you're family is really important to the people of milenus III, if all of them die, milenus will quit, the moral drop a lot when whitney and nelyn died" she takes a moment and then proceed to speak again "lyndon already told you, they fucked me non stop until i almost shoot myself, they replaced some of my body parts with robotic parts...like this, i don't really care anymore..."

[sogekik]

I nod sadly, "is that why you want to die so much? couldn't you just delete the memories? " I ask her, I know she'd had it hard and if I was in her position I'd feel exactly the same but I couldn't imagine that it was just being trapped in the suit which made things so hard for her "and I am going to make sure they suffer for letting something like that happen to you, I mean, I'm fairly certain the IR as a whole, would have a lot of problems with them treating prisoners like that " I tell her

[CumInTiana01]

she shake her head, well, her helmet actually "no...the reazon is because i don't care...i don't feel anymore, even if there was some magical way you managed to put my conciousness in a living body without letting it die there is a high chance i don't get to feel a lot...and because i don't feel the love i have for you from before...and that is horrible you know" julian looks at you with a sad face "even if i'm suppose to be sad right now, i don't love you anymore because i don't feel it...and-...and-..." she didn't wanted to say the next words to not harm you, but julian already knew, and he decided to say them "and all because you didn't let her die"

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I sigh, "no, your right, your entirely right, I didn't think about how it would affect you when I did it, I was too focused on not wanting to lose you and I made it worse for you, but I'm sure once we get you in a human body again you'll feel emotion, I mean you'll have the capacity for it again, but I understand.... how about we try it, and if you still can't feel emotion then I'll help you... end it again" I tell her, it seemed like a fair way of doing things so maybe, just maybe she'd let me try

[CumInTiana01]

"fine..." she said before looking to the space through the window, julian smile and stood up, leaving to fly again the ship "congratulations" said julian as he walked away, then, you felt how the ship was going as fas as it could, jeniffer didn't looked like she wanted to talk, julian, perhaps, but when he was flying he enjoyed a little peace, he did it to calm his nerves....

[sogekik]

"you need to understand Jen, I've lost a lot since I left Milenus III, and If I can give you a second shot at life, then that's what I'd like to do, and if it fails you get what you want anyway" I tell her with a smile glad she'd consented to it. "anyway I can tell you don't want to talk right now, so I'll go do a little exercise" I tell her before getting up and heading to my room again

[CumInTiana01]

Jeniffer didn't answer or even turn to see you, she just stare at the stars and the infinite space, julian was focused on driving the ship and make the travel secure, you enter to your room to find that your bed was a mess...

[sogekik]

I start to tidy the room, hoping to get stuff sorted out a bit, I didn't remember it being a mess before but that didn't mean very much, I've been distracted this whole flight after all

[CumInTiana01]

yougot the room back in order and leave it just like you found it yesterday, Julian's armor was on the corner so as the weapons, your backpack was resting on the bed while julian's was resting next to his armor, there was nothing much to do in this room, unless you want to have another rest, perhaps talking to julian instead? you don't know if he wants to talk, but you are sure jeniffer doesn't

[sogekik]

I go through to the cockpit "can we talk? there's nothing to do, and Jen isn't speaking to me" I tell him, hoping that he'd either talk to me or come up with something for me to do

[CumInTiana01]

He doesn't turn around to look at you, instead, he stares at the space while he flies the ship "what do you want to talk about?" he press a few buttons and then turn around to see you, then he looks at the robot at the distance "i don't think she doesn't want to talk to you, but to everyone, she's going through something really hard, it must be frustrating not feeling anything, not even frustration"

[sogekik]

I nod, "I know she's suffering, and If I can't help her feel again, I fully intend to help her die" I tell him, knowing that he'd understand.

[CumInTiana01]

he let a sigh and turn around the see the space "lets just hope mom can figure this out" you could see milenus III at the distance, it was a beatiful planet it was like thirty or twenty more minutes before you arrive and can end this shit, you hear something at the living room "disconnecting...turning off the system" well, she wasn't that patient at all...

[sogekik]

I sigh "lets let her rest for now, I'll talk to her when we hear what mom has to say" I tell him with a smile, I knew that Kiria would be happy to see us, and I knew she'd try to safe Jeniffer if it was at all possible, we'd lost enough after all

[CumInTiana01]

"want to rest too? or are you going to make me company while we get there?" he stretch his arms, showing off his feminine body, you laugh in your mind, thinking of all the pranks and fun you can have back in milenus if you convince him to dress up as a girl...

[sogekik]

I laugh a little "sure I'll keep you company, I can't bare to rest anymore at the moment" I tell him with a smile,