Dischordant Shards (Working Title) OOC

[daxtinator396]

Then I thinks I will read this RP that sounds like Zatch Bell to me especiallly if you write how you say you will!

[Thaedael]

Not to mention I totally punted on her during the mining planet one, due to my brother moving into me and being all depressed and suicidal like. Ah well family first I say.

[Paradox]

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Dude, you need to be more careful when you RP.

[daxtinator396]

Lol sounds like Paradox is right on that one. Btw where does your username come from? I've been wondering about it for awhile.

[Thaedael]

Look, I guess it's because I try to be so light heartped and make everyone happy but at times I am not a fan of breaking character because someone else takes it too seriously. I don't mean this in a bad way but for example, someone once ragged on me for a comment I made OoC about a character in the story, only to receive and email saying I was an asshole and almost drove a person into suicide, over a story ffs. I don't want to be that asshole that causes some person's brain to leave their body in a gruesome matter, having dealt with suicides with people I know having left me embittered about suicide as a concept on the whole. However that being said, I just rather leave a story then have it come to that. For me their i a clear separation between the character and myself, and between me and the story. I do it because story telling is fun, not to escape my day to day life which in itself has been a fairy tail.

[Paradox]

Your day to day life is a fairy tail?

Why the hell are you on the Internet? *Shot for joke*

[daxtinator396]

Is it bad then that I RP becuase its fun AND to escape a little bit? also Paradox that joke is hilarious XD

[Paradox]

I know, right?

[Thaedael]

Because I like telling stories, learning about people, and having a ball. Don't get me wrong even fairytales have their dark moments, but it all works out in the end.

[Paradox]

Not in real life.

[Thaedael]

Your fate is what you make of it. I am born an American, though never lived there all my life, moving from city to city around the world. Had met nice people, lost nice people, had to deal with suicides, murders, poverty, happiness, riches, sorrows, stupidity, and life. It has been when hell of a ride, an every day I wake up praying to end it as well as the previous, and if it was a bad day previously, I pray that tomorrow comes a little easier. I believe in karma, not some magical world scale, but in that doing nice things for others in turn helps me, out of kindness and not bitter obligation. Life is what you make of it, and you make your own luck.

[Paradox]

Yeah? I'm more cynical than you.

[daxtinator396]

I like to be optimistic when I can but other times I think on all the what ifs and just get down x.x

[Paradox]

I think optimistic what ifs, the present and past bum me out though.

[Thaedael]

Lived through hunger, to the good times. From worry, to happiness. I am not going to keep preaching, but it's all a state of mind. I would tell you to go see Lou Tice but he died this year, rest in peace lou.

[daxtinator396]

My what ifs vary wildly since my mind wanders alot (ADHD can be a pain in the ass sometimes when you don't want to think about stuff x.x)

[Thaedael]

I was like that when I transferred majors, having thoughts about being homeless, not being able to live in a house, and missing the comforts of a warm bed, clothes, and food. The problem with any negative thoughts is that they tend to be cyclical, spreading from one downer to another, a never stopping chain spiraling downwards. Been there done that =P

[Paradox]

I'm cynical about a lot of stuff, but my own future is an open book.

[daxtinator396]

I know its irritating x.x Happy thoughts can be like that too though which i good

[Thaedael]

I kinda wanted Ayla to take it at her own pace =/ ah well. As a player I can't break the character of my creation.