by eaenidu » Fri Jan 03, 2020 2:23 pm
I blinked at her "Well, Fuck, I didn't know that, I just knew it was making them uncomfortable, and honestly I was scared by them." I admitted unsurely "I thought it was something shameful or seen as evil or I don't know, just bad to talk about or do with how everyone was acting." I said rubbing my eyes "What does Estrus feel like? Like how would I know if I was in Estrus or not, Cause for all I know I just Goaded someone into fucking me while I was in it or entering it or something without realizing I was even doing it." I complained highly embarrassed "Though, um, does the pink one always do that scary straight hair kinda make you want to piss yourself thing? Cause that was terrifying." I told her unsurely,
"And, Can you spread it that I have like, severe amnesia, honestly at this point I'm practically a different person it seems like from all the shit I forgot, I can't even remember my parents, magic, how I made money, where I lived, damn near anything!" I exclaimed panting a bit "I Remember math, but nothing of history! I Remember a baby Grows in the womb but no Idea how long it takes for one to be born, I don't even remember what that mark on everyone's butt is called or why we have them, or even how I got mine." I told her hoping to distance myself from Trixie the original "I don't remember where I grew up, if I have friends, Anything like that, And apparently being hated for something my body did, that I have no memory of, is actually super scary, I, I just feel lost and confused." I finally wound down, panting and shaking a bit "And my Fucking cunt feels like it's on fire and for some reason my body's craving more sex even if my mind isn't and I don't know what to do, where to go, I'm scared." I admitted sniffling a bit, it finally hit me that I wasn't home, and wasn't going home ever again.
"I mean, that thing about not looking a gift horse in the mouth? Well, how the fuck else are you supposed to figure out if it’s full of Greeks?”