A.D.A 2: Looking for Glory [Sogekik] [finished]

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You land on the floor next to the ship and open the gate, eventually Claus and Julian arribe too and enter in the ship, you follow them and quickly close the gate "get the fuck away from here, Nuclear bomb already shooted, arriving in two minutes!" said the colonel, Julian quickly goes to the pilot seat and turn on the ship, lift it up from the floor and flying away really fast, soon, a big explotion hit the camp, but you were already far way, but the explotion was getting closer and closer, that until the julian took you out of the planet, all the ships were out of the planet, waiting for the explotion and an incoming call of the Flufelis president "to all soldiers, have a rest...you'll deserve it, we'll move when the president calls" said the colonel, julian and claus seemed rather exhausted "if you want to talk to them, go and do it, i can wait until my robot is ready..." said jeniffer taking your helmet off and not letting you discuss about this

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I sigh "great, now she's angry with me too" I say to myself with a sigh, then I head towards the bridge to see if there was anything I could do to help "anything I can do to help?" I ask jullian

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she was not, she only thought that, after something like this, you may want to enjoy a free time with your fellow soldies "no, don't worry" he said while putting the auto-pilot and standing up..."i'm glad you're back" he said with a smile and walks to his room "well well, what a dilema" said Claus with a laugh "you don't want to hurt him but you are in love with jeniffer...what to do?" said Claus teasing you when julian was in his room

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I sigh "please don't remind me, this whole thing is already far more complicated than I'd like" I tell him, looking over at Julian's door "Lyndon was a traitor by the way, he's probably the reason the convoy got attacked, and he's definitely been involved in.... what they did to Jeniffer I say the last part quietly, realising she wouldn't want me to talk about that probably, " they'd managed to break her and convert her, but she wouldn't let Lyndon do the same to me, she's the reason all of us are here by the way" I tell him

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he smile and hugs you "i hate you, you know that right?" he said with a smile and then kiss your lips "i'm glad you're alive and everything, but i hate you...she chose you instead of me, her best friend" said Claus while turning around and walking to his room "i knew that bastard was going to cause trouble, and i thought you'll do, but she loved you, and that's why i'm jealous..." he enters in his room and close the door, then Jeniffer puts you the helmet to talk to you "wow, i didn't knew that...i feel bad for him"

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"yeah... me too, I guess him and Julian are kind of in the same boat" I say heading for the third bedroom "I feel bad for both of them, and bad for you too, I mean you've been through hell the last couple of days, and I didn't come help you because I thought you where dead" I tell her almost crying

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"i understand...don't cry, but you have to move on ok? the only body i'm getting will be a robot, and i won't be able to show you affection propertly..." said Jeniffer as you arrive at your room, which had a king size bed just for you "i love you, you know that, but i don't want to see you wasting your life with a robot..."

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"lets noy worry about that right now, but I'm not giving up on our relationship just because your technically dead" I tell her making it clear, I wasn't jut going to drop our relationship because she didn't have a physical form at the moment. "what's it like being in the suit? is there anyway I can make it easier for you?" I ask her I'd put her in there and she'd died saving me, the least I could do other than get her back into a body of some sort was make sure she was as comfortable as possible

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"i just want to see you happy, and i don't think you'll be happy with a robotic me" she didn't had a face, but you knew she was very sad at this very moment "it is dark and lonely, but i can see conections, web conections, passwords, hidden webpages and information...but i still feel lonely, i don't like being in here..."

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I sigh sadly "maybe if I can find a few small camera's I could set it up so you can see my face and the area outside the armour, and I will always be happy with you, with or with out a body wether or not your a robot, I'm sure we can even find a way to have sex and things even if I can't get you an organic body, I mean robots are pretty advanced," I tell her comfortingly I wasn't sure it would actually work or not, but I didn't want to leave her for something so petty

[CumInTiana01]

"it will feel awful...believe me...and if you find me a robotic body, i will still feel lonely, i'm livng inside an iron box Serra...is the worst thing that had happened me..." she said before going quiet for a while "and, if you managed to enjoy it, i won't feel anything..." another few seconds of silence before you could hear her talk "i don't feel emotions anymore...don't feel happy, angry, pleasure, sad, nothing"

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"really? that's terrible oh god, what have I done to you?" I ask actually on the verge of tears now, but I couldn't just leave her there dead could I.... "Jen I'll make this better for you I promise, I don't know how, but as soon as I'm done with this war...." I look around the cabin for a way to call home

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there was nothing for you to call home, you only needed to wait for the colonel, if the flufelis president surrender, you'll go home "i don't want to Serra...i...it would be better if you had let me die" said Jeniffer not knowing how you'll react at this, she loved you, but she was praticaly dead inside that suit "i wanted to see my mother in heave..." she then took off the helmet so the conversation was over...

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I go and lay on the bed, and try not to cry I didn't want Jenifer to worry apart from anything else, It appears I'd done enough to her already. I decide to rest hoping that she'd be okay, I wish I'd never tried to save her.... I may just have made things worse

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when you were trying to sleep, the door opened and someone lays next to you in bed, hugging you "how are you doing with all of this?" asked julian, knowing Jeniffer could hear him "i hope she's happy, and you're happy too" he kiss your forehead and lays there, knowing there was something wrong with you, he knew you were sad...

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"no, I don't think either of us are, she doesn't think I should have saved her, and I'm starting to think she's right, I was just being selfish, I didn't even consider that she might not want it, and she's just trapped in there I can't get her another body, not a proper one, she'll just end up being a ghost in a machine and it's my fault.

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Julian let a dissapointed sigh and kiss your forehead a second time while caressing your lovely hair "her body is destroyed, if you want to give her peace, put her conscience in anothe dying body, thanks to the switch, the body will die, so as her conscience... he stood up and walk to the door "i'll leave you two to talk about it..." he was sad aswell, looking at you like this, felt worse than a millions of wounds or bullets inside his body....

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I look back at him "it's okay Julian, everything will be okay, I'll talk to her, and my mother and father, " I tell him, "see you in a bit" I say letting him know it was okay for him to leave. and then I lay back, and don't say anything hoping Jennifer will want to talk

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suddenly, jeniffer puts the mask on and wait for a minute before she start talking again "i know it'll hurt you, and it will be hard...but, will you do that for my?" you knew she was talking about what Julian just said, and by the tone of her voice, she was dead serious, that, and because there was no feelings she could show...

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I sigh "I guess, I'd like to see if my mother has another solution first, but if that's what you really want, then I'll do it for you" I actually start crying now, "I don't want to lose you again, but I understand that this is no life for you, I'd better tell Claus I guess he deserves to know"