by SSG_SP4RH4WK » Sun Nov 03, 2013 7:48 am
"You just don't get it, do you" she shouted to herself as she ran down the corridor out the bathroom. She continued to run, the soles of her shoes hitting against the tiled flooring of the science complex, banks of metallic lockers whizzing by in the background. Only now did the sound of people begin to stir, the later morning classes beginning to get under way as the students that opted out of the earlier ones begun to arrive. She fought back tears, her eyes tense as the students eyed her as she made her way to the main hall, before clashing against the metal handles of the door leading to the exit. <<You can't cry yet, you can't let them see you>> she thought to herself, swallowing her tears while trying to keep her pride. She ran along the crushed brick path, kicking up red dust behind her as she went, running back across the path that lead to the housing building.
She made her way through the double doors, before taking the steps two at a time, weaving her through the students like a magikarp up the waterfall. Finally she made it to the last floor, before taking herself around the corner, going to the shared shower that she and Laura had across from the room they shared. She slammed the door shut behind her before slumping to the ground, her back against the beaten and worn white-painted wood of the door, breathing deeply as the first of sobs begun to emerge. First a small amount, between deep breaths from having run, her lungs burning deeply, before longer sobs begun to occur, the brown eyes running over with tears as they rolled down her cheek to her chin. She brought her hand up her mouth, chewing at the back of her index finger while her thumb rested against her chin.
<<How could she forget?>> her own voice rung out across her head as she begun to weep. <<These past few years, we have gotten close. I thought it was because of that night, because of our love that we were getting close>> she took a deep breath, her voice going coarse as she continued to cry. Her legs splayed out against the cold white tiles off the floor, her back digging further into the door as her jeaned bottom took purchase against the soft green mat on the floor. <<How could I just kiss her like that. The way she just stood there. She must think I am a freak. An idiot. A lesbian>> she thought to herself.
Thank god her parents weren't there, they would hate her for feeling this way. She saw the way they treated her own brother, the brother she convinced to come out of the closet, the brother who subsequently was disowned from the family. <<What if she tells your parents?>> she thought to herself. She threw her bag against the floor, the bag sliding across the floor before hitting the lip of the toilet bowl where the fitting met the tiled floor, a ball sliding from the exterior strap as it rolled under the sink. <<Fuck>> she thought to herself, pushing her back against the door before sliding herself up from the floor. Turning on a heel, Hailey turned to lock the door behind her, hand tracing along the metal of the lock before sliding the bolt home. No need to be seen in this vulnerable state, especially not by Laura.
Swiveling once more, she was confronted with her own figure in the mirror, reddened eyes looking out from under shortened red bangs, her make-up running down in streaks across her cheeks. Turning on the tap, she ran the cold water along her hand, before splashing it against her face, forcing down the flush from her face, and causing her to shudder before another breath, the sobs slowly dying down as she tried to regain composure. Splash, once more she ran water along her features, the water rolling down to her shirt, pressing it down against her bossom and going sheer with the water content.
Letting out a sigh, she lifted the shirt up and over her head, before tossing it down to the ground. Reaching around with one hand, she unclasped the hook of the bra, before letting it slide to the floor, her breasts perky with the cold water that had splashed, before stepping out of the jeans and her under-wear. She walked over to the shower, pulling the soap-scum crusted handle to the hot end of the spectrum, before sitting on the lid of the toilet seat, the cold plastic causing a shiver to run up and down her spine. She was miserable, might as well make herself comfortable, right? She slide the socks off her feet, tossing them atop the pile of haphazardly discarded clothes, before testing the heat of the water with one hand.
Sated, she stepped in, the water running against her black-red hair, matting it down against her head. She was scuzzy, having sweated for many hours during the night fighting the unsettling nerves she always got before starting a new semester, and she was sticky, from her scene in the classroom. <<Was all this love unrequited, unwarranted?>> she thought to herself, running a hand along one of her own arms. <<Why had those memories come back, it had to be from the gentle reminder of her nickname>> she thought to herself. Slowly a hand ran back up the arm again, to the shoulder. <<Why am I such a fool, why do I even love her?>> she ran it along her collarbone down the side of one breast, along her bony ribcage, down her thigh. <<Why do you make me feel this way?>>. She ran down the inside of her own thigh, running fingers across her mons, the grit of her hair pushing back against her. She remembered the night so long ago, it was more than just a kiss, it was more than just a simple moment of spontaneous lust. They connected. They had to have connected. She ran her fingers further down, shuddering her spine as she felt the roughness of her fingers rubbing against the hood of her clit, the little nub slowly engorging and peeking out below the hood.
She played gently with herself, flicking the hood back and forth, before slowly working her way down between her lips, ready to begin combing her own depths. "Gro-Growlithe" the pokemon barked from the other side of the curtain. Her heart jumped, as she visible was shaken, jumping forward from the sound and bumping her face into the hanging rack from the shower head, letting out a curse as she fell to the porcelain bottom of the tub, pulling the level forcing more hot-water to pour into the shower, steaming it up even more. "Fuck" she shouted again as she burned herself, flipping the water off with her foot from her fallen position. The water off, she rose in the steamy shower, completely annoyed, hurting, and sore. "Stupid pokemon" she said aloud, before immediately regretting it. "I didn't actually mean it" she said aloud, to the pokemon on the other side of the curtain. She grabbed the towel from behind the curtain, keeping it closed, as if to hide her modesty from the creature, before wrapping it around herself. She opened the curtain, the growlithe standing against the edge of the tub, two front legs up on the door as it stared at her.
"Grow-growlithe" it shouted once more, looking up at her. Her eyes looked down to the creature, it's fur exceptionally shiny under the heavy lighting of the bathroom, from the good regular grooming she always gave him. There was more, and he was visible erect. "Fucking pervert" she said, reaching for the pokeball that had lodged itself from her bad and rolled under the toilet. She called the pokemon back before throwing it back atop the bag, before stepping out. Towel still wrapper around herself, she unlocked the door, before looking to either side of the hall to see if it was clear before running across to her own room and shutting the door behind.