by exalted » Tue Jun 21, 2022 11:16 am
"Of course I'm all twisted up," she hissed back at him as he tried to counter her accusations, the venom slowly dropping from her voice to be replaced by something else, something empty, "I trusted you... trusted you with more than I ever... you saw me at my lowest with Rhys and... you hurt me, do you understand, worse than he did, because I trusted you after and you just....I told you, twice, that I didn't want it back there, that I didn't like it... before we got carried away, I told you and you..."
Tears started to well up in her own eyes as they vented, a cocktail of emotions running high
"So it's my fault? Is that what you're saying? Because you made me cum I deserved it, or excuses it?" she stammered, "You and Rhys, you think I'm some kinda slut so you can do whatever to me and it'll all be okay as long as you make my body feel good during or after? And then you say it doesn't matter cause I liked it, or it's my fault for not saying no enough..."
She stayed silent as he made his ultimatum, eyes cast down, unable to meet his gaze as only the alternating inhalation and exhalation of their breaths filled the space.
"I... don't know..." She finally said after the longest time, "You hurt me, and I don't know who to trust anymore... it doesn't matter that you didn't mean to, you did it, and that almost makes it worse because you could do it again... I don't... I don't want to be afraid of you, but you have to show me that I can.. trust you... we work well together, got the fans eating it up, maybe we keep it at that for now, like you and Lexi... then down the track, if it's working, we try again..."
She tried to smile, blinking the tears from her eyes as she tried to toss her hair back and change the mood.
"Maybe one day when we're both in the WWE we'll look back at this moment, laugh and smile a little smile and say 'I never did mind about the little things'"