Shames90210's official release and the future

[shames90210]

Hello everyone,

My name is Shames and I'm making this my official release as to whats been going on and my future as both an artist and hopeful game dev. Starting off I'd like to bring attention to why this is its own separate thread as well as express my humblest apologizes to everyone. I'm making this it's own separate thread to cut down on possible drama and separate this from everything going on, I feel like no one needs to be slandered during this time though I doubt anyone one side can full attest to everything going on.

So with that out of the way lets start with the heavy stuff and go on from there. I've been battling depression and anxiety issues for the better part of the last few years often times it getting to the point of me just shutting down for weeks at a time for seemingly no reason. Following some unfortunate personal issues I regret to say that I hit a point where I almost lost said battle having to be hospitalized after my father had found me unconscious after a period of no contact on Saturday the 24th of September. Currently I'm in recovery and for once am actually hopeful about the future and I'm getting some much needed counselling for issues I've had going back to my early childhood. I apologize to air this out here but I feel like it'll help with my recovery if I at least make what was personally going on public knowledge so people know there was a large amount of fault on myself and that I don't blame anyone for what happened.

During the last two weeks I've lost many friends and I deeply regret that hope that perhaps in the future such friendships can be rekindled but for now my priority is getting better so I can come back stronger in the future. As for my plans as an artist and as a hopeful game dev sadly I shall be taking a break from the erotic game scene for a small while as me and an old friend have decided to work on a mobile game to take my mind off everything while I recover.

I once again want to sincerely apologize to everyone that has been involved in this and hope at least some semblance of forgiveness can be achieved.

Sincerely, Shames90210

[Ungawa]

Hope everything goes well for you. Just take it easy and do what you think is best and recuperate. Don't push yourself into a bad position. As I stated elsewhere, you can contribute in other areas. Don't compel yourself to do more and build those bridges stronger when you're stronger.

Cheers and well wishes,

Ungawa

[evildumdum]

I look forward to seeing what you produce. Best of luck.

Evildumdum

[ValturNaa]

As do I. I'm glad to hear you're getting the help you need, and I hope that in the future you will be more reliable as a team mate. I was sad to have to let you go, but I didn't see any alternative, and I think the demands of our team probably made your personal situation worse. Feel better, man.