by Zender_Solarheart » Wed Apr 11, 2012 5:09 am
(OOC: WARNING! Incoming monologue!)
Hearing that Kath's arms are at least improving helps to ease Jon's mind a little. It seems that his efforts to aid her recovery are actually working."I'm glad to hear that, Kath...though, there's something I have to tell you..." Jon hesitates for a moment, piecing together how he's going to explain the situation without revealing anything classified. That considered, it might be best if he tells her whatever truths he can...the alternative of sugar-coating the scenario wouldn't be fair to her, certainly not at this point...
"Well, as you may have guessed by now...I'm no simple arcade-gamer. Truth be told, I've had a lot of real-life battles as well as virtual ones...I can't reveal everything about my lines of work, but they're very dangerous...and soon, I'll be heading for another one. I don't know what I may face therein...to be fair, my odds of survival are 50/50, at best...
...but it's something I chose to do...something I need to do. That thing we saw back at Pilon Dome was just the beginning...and if I just sit around in my safe little hidey-hole and do nothing, they'll tear everything to shreds. I've seen the tragedy of war first-hand, time and again, and I can't just stand by and let it happen here. I'm grateful that I could save you through my efforts...and if the work I'm signing up for can save more people from the casualty list, then I'm all in. In return, I ask only one thing of you..." With that said, Jon looks Kath right in the eyes, and gives her what may be the last words she ever hears from him:
"Whatever happens, never give up. Promise me that, okay?" Jon's eyes glance downward and narrow a bit. "I've been in plenty of scenarios, where giving up seemed like the best option, if not the only one...but I never did. I've pressed on through each of those situations, and have come out stronger because of it. If you're content with running a small arcade shop, you can do that...
If, however, you miss the old days of competing in tourneys, I say that you have every right to go back, once you recover. So what if NG_Daigo beat you? So what if you got knocked down? If you want to get back up, go ahead and get back up. Your life is yours to live, and if people want to get in the way of that, why let them?" Jon's speaking from the bottom of his heart on this one. If this is the last time she ever sees him, then he wants to make sure she gets all he can offer out of it. To him, the ideology of "never say die" is the core element of humanity; the drive to press onward, become everything we want to be and more, and to exceed our limits every time they press against us. Knowing the infamous "Star Falls to Daigo" news story from the tourneys, he saw it as the best way to illustrate his point. All that's left now is for Kath to accept his words.
"So never give up, okay? Promise?" He looks back up with a friendly smile, trying to relieve some of the tension that he may have stressed up to now. He still has a few minutes until he needs to leave...but when he does, he wants to see Kath have a smile when he sees her last.
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